August

Our home in August-- 

is two sun-kissed girls.  Running, chasing, tumbling bare-footed around the living room and kitchen, the dining room a mess with potato-head parts and markers.  The baby won't keep her clothes on; snaps and zippers, snaps and zippers.    Endless Casper Baby Pants, Beatles songs, Paul Simon, Eva Cassidy-- Violet desperate for the sophistication of Nutcracker season to begin.   

The cats are holding forth in the dry grass, the birds flit about the feeder getting brown and fat; everyone is too lazy to catch or be caught.   We eat popsicles and watch the sun go up and down behind the plum trees.      

The routine of August--

is part frantic activities, part languid dreaming--  Every day we go out into the world after breakfast; skid down the hill into the lake for a swim; return library books; buy milk.  My heart has a daily fret about work that needs to be done, projects that are put on hold, as I give in to the temptation
of simply lying on the floor while the baby climbs over me again and again laughing and drinking from a milk cup.   

And yet... 

My work in August--

has hit a steady rhythm, and I am hopeful that momentum is building.     

It helps that I finally finished unpacking my workroom after a year and a half of bumping into boxes; it's getting so civilized down there with jars of pencils, a stapler, sketches for clients finally organized in a binder, drawers of paint and paper, a space for my computer.   

In spite of everything, I am managing to find nearly two hours every day to work.   It's like yoga for my mind; or maybe a little like mineral water; or maybe like wine.  It's like sleep and mountain air all wrapped up into one incredibly rejuvenating potion.    This mama needs to work... especially in August when the days are long and the games of Uno endless.   

We're looking toward September, and eager for the apples to arrive.  In the meantime, we are enjoying our home like we never have before, trying not to get too restless during the heat of the day, with cool evenings in the garden, purple dahlias, snail friends, thunderstorms-- all set to the tune of the neighbor kid's trombone playing squashy scales that float around the street in the pink night air.